Dreams

Do you know what YOUR dreams mean?
Have you ever used one of those dream dictionaries?
I tried it once or twice... didn't work out well for me... maybe I was doing it wrong haha, I don't know.

     I have this issue... or thing... whatever. I have this thing about dreams. I rarely have a dream where there are people I actually know in it... but when I do see people I know in a dream, it's always intense and it always turns out to have something to do with my reality. Strange.
     I'll give you an example. January. I had this horrible dream that "C" and "A" teamed up and buried me alive. I woke up suffocating and freaking out.. of course... Two weeks later, "A" completely threw our friendship out the window because of "C" and he ate it up because no one could occupy me anymore.       September 2012, right before my wedding anniversary. I had a horrible nightmare about my husband sleeping with his current (used to be my friend) and I busted them and they laughed in my face. just a few weeks later, he handed me divorce papers, and within a couple weeks, they were sleeping together again. Those are just 2 of the ones that stand out to me right now.
     They don't happen very often. Last night I woke up sweating with a horrible feeling. I had a dream that I was at the races and "B" and "D" were there and I grabbed her by the hair and dragged her out  to the track and threw her in during a race. But I don't hate her anymore. I'm not even mad at her anymore. I don't get it... I don't think I would ever do something like that to her. And I don't foresee there being the opportunity either because I'm not planning on attending the races...

Another one that has never failed... is every time I have a sex dream. Every single one of them... well... the details don't always match the dream... but yea. I shouldn't talk about those anyhow.

     Anyway. This one night, I was dreaming and I half woke up and could see everything around me and feel everything but felt like I was still in my dream... and I punched my ex in the arm three times... he claims it was the chest and that I was awake... lol... but whatever. I still crack up over that, I was still half dreaming, so I see his arm... I was dreaming. Sorry... makes for a good laugh anyway. I used to sleep walk when I was like 5 or 6. Apparently I traveled the neighborhood haha.
     There are certain dreams that have been reoccurring my entire life. Nightmares too. Like this one about a certain person controlling me in grammar school and making me sit on the floor in front of his chair in the cafeteria and not being allowed to speak or look at anyone. I still have that one. Or this one about me falling off of the top of a semi-trailer while the semi was driving on the interstate... I physically feel that one when I'm waking up... oh gees... ugh... There are so many... it's crazy how our minds work in our sleep. I read somewhere that you often dream about what you have shoved in the back of your mind... but that's not usually the case for me. weird